beerpieandguns | [LJ Meme] Random Scenarios: Angst/Torture

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[LJ Meme] Random Scenarios: Angst/Torture

Dean had said it before and she'd say it again. Humans, man. It was one thing for a supernatural beastie to go around killing and maiming people, but it was something else entirely for people to be behind it all. Worst thing was, she hadn't had a chance to warn Sam before they got the drop on her. No way to tell him what he was up against. That was assuming he ever actually found her.

No more solo scouting missions. Stupid, stupid fucking thing to do.

God, it was cold. She was in a cellar of some kind. Dark, windowless. The cinder block wall she was chained to was like ice against her bare skin. Her wrists throbbed where the cuffs cut into them and she couldn't feel her fingers any longer. Her bare back was bruised and torn. Her jeans were stained brown with the blood that had soaked in and dried. When they were allowed to remain dry. The bastards liked to douse her with icy water from time to time and watch her shiver.

The water was infinitely preferable to the other various substances she's had thrown at her since she'd been down here... god, how long now?... and the various groping. Hell, at this point, she was just thrilled to still have jeans on.

When she managed to stay conscious, she thought about Sam. Missed him. Occasionally found herself with her throat getting tight and heat in her face. Wouldn't cry, though. Not giving them the satisfaction.

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"Thanks," she murmured, wiggling closer. The painkillers were wearing off and the heat from Sam's body made her feel a little better. She supposed she'd have to resign herself to the fact that she'd be here a while. Even Dad had been injured badly enough a time or two to consent to a hospital stay. She'd hate it, but... not much to do about it.

He leaned into her a little more at that, tipping his head against hers. It felt good to have her pressed up against his side like that, comfortable. "You can get some rest if you're tired, man."

"'Kay. Love you, Sam." She nodded, rubbing her uninjured cheek against his chest. If she settled right, her ear rested right over his heart and she let herself be lulled by the sound. It wasn't very long before she drifted off.

"Love you too, Dean," he murmured, rubbing over her shoulder. He was content to sit there with her awhile, leaning back and letting his eyes drift shut. Even if he was kind of too big to fit in the bed comfortably next to her, it was still the most relaxed he'd been since she'd first disappeared.

When she finally nodded off, she slept in fits, half awake here and there when pain woke her or bad dreams. Several times, nurses wandered in to check on her, occasionally giving Sam odd looks for sitting there with her. But, Sam was the first thing she looked for each time she opened her eyes.

Sam didn't have any intention of moving away from her. He stayed pressed close, trying to ease any nightmares she had about or soothe any pain until she was able to drift back off. He didn't care what looks the nurses gave him for sitting with Dean like this--if she needed him there, he was going to stay there with her. Each time she looked at him, he muttered that he was still there with her...

Well, at least until he eventually nodded off into his own sleep... which wasn't entirely peaceful or comfortable either, really, but it was better than he'd had in days.

When Dean woke again, Sam was still warm and solid under her head. She could tell from his breathing and lack of murmured assurances that he'd drifted off into some sleep of his own. She opened her eyes slowly and blinked up at him. The position he was in couldn't be comfortable. Still, she was glad he was there. He was the only thing keeping her calm.

She leaned up slowly, careful of her injuries, and kissed his cheek. "Sammy..."

He woke at the kiss, forcing his eyes open and giving her a look as if to see if everything was okay. He relaxed a little when it seemed to be. "Mm... hey." He turned his head to return the kiss lightly to the corner of her mouth.

"You okay?"

"Hey." She smiled at the kiss and settled back down against him. "M'okay. Just woke up."

Her head tilted to look up at him. "You okay? Slept in a kinda twisty position."

"Yeah... fine, Dean." He wasn't going to complain if he was a little stiff or sore from the weird position after all. He shifted a little, turning his head to kiss her forehead. "Can't believe the nurses didn't chase me off after awhile..."

With the looks he'd been getting? He kind of expected it... though he'd also been feeling pretty stubborn about not moving either way.

"I'm glad they didn't." She gave him a small smile as she settled back against him. Dean wasn't sure what she would have done if she'd woke from a nightmare and Sam wasn't there. Nothing good, probably. Take off running, most likely.

"Thanks for staying, Sammy."

"Wouldn't want to be anywhere else, Dean..." He sighed out, tipping his head back and bringing up the arm not cradled around Dean to rub over his face.

"Sore anywhere? I can go get one of the nurses..."

"Sore everywhere. Don't really want nurses, though." She inched back to let Sam move if he wanted to. After being cramped on the tiny hospital bed for so long, he could probably use a stretch.

He gently eased away when she moved, taking a moment to stretch because, yeah, cramped wasn't even the word for it. At least he'd actually gotten some sleep though... "Sure they'll be in soon enough anyway. Think you're up for eating breakfast today?"

She'd barely had any of that soup last night...

"Yeah..." She was equal parts starving and nauseated, but she knew she had to try to eat. The sooner she got back on her feet, the sooner she could get the hell out of here. "Maybe some toast or something?" Something she could eat without a utensil.

"Yeah, good idea..." He turned around to face her, reaching out to rest his hand at the side of her face. "Get your strength up and I'll see about getting you out of here."

Because there was absolutely no way she was going anywhere, weak and in pain as she was now.

Dean sighed at that. She'd much rather get her strength up somewhere else. Then again, if they did that, Sam would have to take care of her alone, so she supposed it was only fair to stay where the work could be pushed off onto the people who got paid to do it.

"If you loved me, you'd make sure chocolate milk found its way to my room today."

He smiled at that. "Yeah... yeah, okay. I can do chocolate milk." And maybe it was risky considering they could be walked in on any minute, but... he wasn't all that worried as he leaned in to press a light, chaste kiss to her lips. He was just-- relieved. Didn't matter how guilty he felt or how angry he was this had happened, Dean was still alive and she'd get better. He thought he wasn't going to get to hear any of her stupid, lame jokes again or ride shotgun next to her in that car she loved too much, or... well, do this kind of stuff again either.

"I love you, Dean..."

She sighed softly and tipped her head up into his kiss. It was fast and soft, but it made her feel better. She wished there was more room. It would make her feel so much better to curl up in his lap and stay there a while.

"Love you, too, Sammy."

He smiled a little bit at that, letting his forehead tip against hers briefly. "Tell me what you want to do when you get out of here, dude... anything you want."

"Curl up in a warm bed somewhere. I've had enough cold to last me a lifetime." Her hands rested on his shoulders lightly. She kissed him again softly. "Guess we might better head toward Bobby's. He'll be pissed if we don't."

"We'll make sure and keep you nice and warm, Dean." He smiled, returning that kiss, a little firmer. "Yeah, it'll be better for you to crash there anyway... hard to recover in motel rooms."

She snorted in amusement at that. "Like that old bed at Bobby's is any more comfortable than a motel bed. Might as well sleep on the floor. It'd be softer." Dean loved the man, but he wasn't much for maintaining his furniture.

"But right now, it's the closest thing to anything like a home we got, dude. And hey, at least we know for sure his shower works." Which they couldn't say for half the places they took a chance on most the time. Plus, it was safe and Dean needed safety right now. But well, Dean did have on thing right. "The bed is crappy though."

"Yeah, I know. You're right." Her back sure as hell wasn't looking forward to that bed, though. Ah well. She'd had a lot worse... injury-wise and accommodations. They'd manage.

She grinned at him, kissing the corner of his mouth lightly. "Think Bobby'd buy that you have to sleep with me so I have something more comfortable to lay on?"

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