beerpieandguns: (black eyes: bruises)
Dean Winchester ([personal profile] beerpieandguns) wrote2012-01-02 11:14 pm

[LJ Meme] Random Scenarios: Angst/Torture

Dean had said it before and she'd say it again. Humans, man. It was one thing for a supernatural beastie to go around killing and maiming people, but it was something else entirely for people to be behind it all. Worst thing was, she hadn't had a chance to warn Sam before they got the drop on her. No way to tell him what he was up against. That was assuming he ever actually found her.

No more solo scouting missions. Stupid, stupid fucking thing to do.

God, it was cold. She was in a cellar of some kind. Dark, windowless. The cinder block wall she was chained to was like ice against her bare skin. Her wrists throbbed where the cuffs cut into them and she couldn't feel her fingers any longer. Her bare back was bruised and torn. Her jeans were stained brown with the blood that had soaked in and dried. When they were allowed to remain dry. The bastards liked to douse her with icy water from time to time and watch her shiver.

The water was infinitely preferable to the other various substances she's had thrown at her since she'd been down here... god, how long now?... and the various groping. Hell, at this point, she was just thrilled to still have jeans on.

When she managed to stay conscious, she thought about Sam. Missed him. Occasionally found herself with her throat getting tight and heat in her face. Wouldn't cry, though. Not giving them the satisfaction.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
The minute that Dean went mention, anything else just... kind of ceased to matter to Sam. The most prominent, the most important thing was finding his sister, hunting down whoever took her. It was kind of difficult to do when he had zero to go on that made much sense. There had been disappearances over the years... usually one or two girls here and there. But there wasn't one specific area they disappeared from. It seemed like all over around the area though. They weren't taken fro one specific spot.

But what they did have in common that they were young, they were attractive.

And he really shouldn't have listened to Dean's insistence on doing the scouting alone, doing any work on this stupid fucking case alone.

But it was done and all Sam could do was keep pushing himself and work, find something, anything. His drive was doubled-- he slept the minimal he could, barely ate more than would keep up his strength because the rest of the time, he was interviewing the families of the other victims or digging up what he could at libraries or on the computers.

Any source he had at hand, he was using.

It was just by chance that he found a lead and some hope. Someone who'd seen someone who looked an awful lot like his sister after so long questioning everyone he could think of. They'd seen her being carried into some truck. From there, he managed to track the info he did have to some place out by itself, on its own expansive land, surrounded by trees, and far away from any prying eyes.

His stomach turned when he realized that they were humans. They were just humans. Humans who were twisted fucks that got off on doing God knows what to their victims. Yeah, next time he had a bad feeling about something, Dean was going to damn well listen to him.

All in all, they were humans and Sam had been trained to take on monsters and demons. He could definitely handle other people attacking him, especially with the thought of Dean suffering at their hands. Sam couldn't even handle the thought of her already being dead, of losing the last of his family, so he didn't let himself consider it as he searched the house, eventually making his way down into some dark, cold cellar.

He had his flashlight out, nursing some bruises and cuts from the earlier fight, a bullet grazing across his shoulder... but he was alive and the guys upstairs were in a hell of a lot worse shape than him. "Dean!" He called out, walking down the steps, voice frantic and rough from the earlier fight.

When he saw her, his stomach sunk. He rushed to her side, reaching out to take her face in his hands to try and get her to focus, look at him. "Dean... look at me. Please-- Dean," he murmured, tone anxious, pleading.

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
Fever, hunger, hypothermia, shock... or any mix of the above had Dean jerking weakly away from the hands grabbing at her. She kicked out with one offt, uncoordinated and off target. She missed him by several inches, the motion jerking at her cuffed wrists and reopening the wounds, making them bleed sluggishly.

"Get th' fuck off me," she slurred, not quite focusing on Sam's face.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
He winced when she tried to attack, but she was too weak to do any damage anyway. Crap... those assholes. He didn't want to hurt her, but he had to take her hands to work those cuffs off, making a soft, shushing noise. "It's me, Dean, Sam. It's Sam, okay?"

There was no way he was going to be able to fix her up at a motel. He knew that. He'd probably have to take her to a hospital. Didn't even know how he'd explain all this, but that didn't matter. "Gonna get you some help, okay? You're going to be okay."

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
It took a second for the gentle words and soft tone to penetrate her panicked haze. She blinked slowly, trying to focus on his face. "Sammy?"

Sam wasn't... supposed to be here. He could get hurt if he was here, but she'd been hoping to see him, hadn't she? God, she was confused. She whimpered softly as he worked the cuffs off, skin raw and bloody where she'd jerked at them. She barely felt it now, as cold as she was, but when she warmed up it was going to hurt like hell.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, it's me... Dean, I know you're hurt, okay? But- but I don't know how many of these assholes there are," he murmured. "I don't want to get caught by any more of'em, okay?"

The couple he'd ran into already had been enough and it left a sick feeling in his stomach that there could even be more, but... he wasn't ruling it out. Slipping off his jacket, he eased it around Dean as he went to pick her up. They had to be quick and that's all he could do. "Gonna be okay, alright? Going to take care of you."

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
For the most part, Dean didn't really understand what Sam was saying. She did understand that they were in trouble and he needed her to be quiet and she did the best she could with that, although any motion that jarred her arms or back wrenched a strangled sound from her.

When he picked her up, she slumped against him, trying to stay awake. Wanted to tell him to be careful and not to get hurt because of her, but she couldn't make the words happen.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-03 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
He didn't want to hurt her and honestly, he didn't know the extent of her injuries. They looked bad, from what he could see in the dim light of his flashlight, but... he couldn't let that stop him from moving her when time was wasting.

So he just hoped she could bare with him a little while longer. He'd take care of her... make sure she was okay soon. First, he had to get out of this house and down the road to where he'd parked the Impala, nice and out of the way. "Shh, gonna be okay," he murmured as he moved--quick and quiet as he could.

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 05:31 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 06:23 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 06:30 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 21:39 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 21:56 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 22:41 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-10 23:09 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 00:49 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 01:17 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 04:14 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 05:21 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 05:46 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 06:44 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 07:42 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 07:56 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 20:23 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-11 20:42 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 02:43 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 03:05 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 05:02 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 05:40 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 05:50 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 06:40 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 07:18 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 07:29 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 20:33 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-13 20:57 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-14 03:31 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-14 03:34 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-14 04:08 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-14 04:40 (UTC) - Expand

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-14 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks," she murmured, wiggling closer. The painkillers were wearing off and the heat from Sam's body made her feel a little better. She supposed she'd have to resign herself to the fact that she'd be here a while. Even Dad had been injured badly enough a time or two to consent to a hospital stay. She'd hate it, but... not much to do about it.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-14 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
He leaned into her a little more at that, tipping his head against hers. It felt good to have her pressed up against his side like that, comfortable. "You can get some rest if you're tired, man."

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-14 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
"'Kay. Love you, Sam." She nodded, rubbing her uninjured cheek against his chest. If she settled right, her ear rested right over his heart and she let herself be lulled by the sound. It wasn't very long before she drifted off.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-14 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Love you too, Dean," he murmured, rubbing over her shoulder. He was content to sit there with her awhile, leaning back and letting his eyes drift shut. Even if he was kind of too big to fit in the bed comfortably next to her, it was still the most relaxed he'd been since she'd first disappeared.

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-15 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
When she finally nodded off, she slept in fits, half awake here and there when pain woke her or bad dreams. Several times, nurses wandered in to check on her, occasionally giving Sam odd looks for sitting there with her. But, Sam was the first thing she looked for each time she opened her eyes.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-15 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Sam didn't have any intention of moving away from her. He stayed pressed close, trying to ease any nightmares she had about or soothe any pain until she was able to drift back off. He didn't care what looks the nurses gave him for sitting with Dean like this--if she needed him there, he was going to stay there with her. Each time she looked at him, he muttered that he was still there with her...

Well, at least until he eventually nodded off into his own sleep... which wasn't entirely peaceful or comfortable either, really, but it was better than he'd had in days.

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-20 06:23 (UTC) - Expand

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-20 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
"Dude," he started, pausing to give her a bland, unamused look. Something that clearly said 'Are you serious?'. "I'm not going to forget, Dean. Just relax."

He shook his head, lips twitching as he started them on the road--and yeah, he was going to stop at some fastfood joint or something to order the burger she obviously was ready to kill for.

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-20 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
Just the look she was looking for. She smiled to herself and settled in against him, doing her best to ignore the way each motion of the car made her back ache. It was so worth it to escape the hospital. There was a prescription for painkillers to fill at some point, but right now she wanted food and peace and quiet. In that order.

"Just making sure. Salad eater." She nuzzled against his shoulder and sighed, eyes closing for a few moments.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-20 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
"How is salad eater even an insult? You're a dweeb sometimes, Dean." It felt nice to be this relaxed again, back to just bickering and being together. He'd missed it way too much.

The first decent place he found, he pulled in to order her a burger and fries--and yeah, okay, a salad for himself.

Then it was off to find them a decent room for the night.

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-20 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
"Says the salad eater." She didn't really know how it was an insult. It just was. So there.

She gave a happy sigh at the smell of her dinner, holding the bag in her lap as they searched for a motel. The place they stopped at looked fairly decent, thank goodness. She was looking forward to stretching out in a decent bed.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-20 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
Sam was just as glad to be able to stretch out on a decent bed. He wouldn't complain about sitting with Dean, but hospitals weren't comfortable and he was kind of too big to fit comfortably side by side in one of the narrow beds with Dean.

He was looking forward to being able to have room and have Dean close without any scrutiny from the nurses anyway or disapproving looks like he was disturbing his own injured sister by being close. He brought their things in and put their food on a table, and stuck with Dean in case she needed help getting in.

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-20 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
As much as she hated to admit it, the trip from the hospital to the motel room wore her out a little. She leaned into Sam's side as she made her way into the room. She was tempted to pretend it was just cuddling, but she was pretty sure Sam wasn't buying it.

She sat down on the edge of the bed and breathed a sigh of relief. "I hate being such a wreck," she sighed.

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 02:04 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 02:42 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 03:55 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 04:14 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 05:40 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 15:31 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 19:54 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 21:04 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-23 23:53 (UTC) - Expand

...

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com - 2012-01-24 00:17 (UTC) - Expand

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-24 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
As much as she hated to, she had to let him do most of the work of undressing her and removing the bandages. The ones on her wrists weren't too bad and healing fairly quickly. Most of the damage in the wrists was internal, apart from some skin abrasions. The back was the worst. There was a scattering of crisscross slashes from shoulders to the base of her spine, some needing stitches to keep them closed.

Once she was naked, she stepped carefully in under the water and let it run over her with a sigh. It stung her back, but otherwise it felt awesome.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-24 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
He stepped in behind her, frowning at the sight of her back. Hated seeing her hurt like this, but for right now, he just went to wash her up. He tried to be as careful as he could, not wanting to make those wounds burn anymore than they probably did. "Feel better?"

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-24 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, definitely." In spite of the pain, she really did feel better. The hot water loosened cramped muscles and washed away the feeling of dirt still clinging to her. The nurses had tried, but with such a tiny bathroom and limitations, she hadn't gotten as clean as she might have liked to. "Could you... would you mind going over my hair real quick?"

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-24 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
"No... I got it, Dean." Once he was sure everything else was clean, he grabbed the shampoo to start washing her hair, lathering the soap up, rubbing against her scalp. "There... think you're done."

[identity profile] beerpieandguns.insanejournal.com 2012-01-24 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks." She sighed deeply and leaned into his hands while he washed her hair. His fingers on his scalp felt really good. Soothing. When he finished, she stepped into the water spray to rinse the soap out, making a soft sound as the soap ran over her back again. At least it was clean, though.

By the time it was all done, she was very tired and a little green from the medication. She leaned against Sam and let her head lull against his shoulder.

[identity profile] helosthisshoe.insanejournal.com 2012-01-24 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey, come on, let's get you out of here." He reached over to turn the water off and get her out and dried off. "Let's get you to bed so I can bandage you back up and you can rest... then I'll go grab some breakfast."